Saturday, January 30, 2010

There and Back Again: A Years Pictorial Journey--Week 5

We got a lot of Snow All . . . Week . . . Long

(January 24)
Sunday when I went to church this is what it looked like out my front window

The bad weather was accompanied by bad health for my mother

(January 25)
I spent every day but one at the doctors with her

on Tuesday I took little bear with us
We left mom's at 9:30 a.m.

(January 26)
This is what a three year old looks like after three hours at the doctors

Wednesday it snowed the entire day


(January 27)
someone needs to get out there and jump the snow off the trampoline

I took mom over the mountain on Thursday to see the cardiologist

(January 28)
 . . . we don't go anywhere without one of these bottles in tow (oxygen)

Right now the mountains in Utah are covered with these

(January 29)
Snowboarders :)


(January 30)
this is the camera I use to take pictures
its not fancy, but it's simple enough for me to use

Canon Power Shot SD600 Digital ELPH

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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Book Review: To the Lighthouse

To the Lighthouse


by


Virginia Woolf


About the Book
(Barnes and Noble)

The novel is one of Woolf's most successful and accessible experiments in the stream-of-consciousness style. The three sections of the book take place between 1910 and 1920 and revolve around various members of the Ramsay family during visits to their summer residence on the Isle of Skye in Scotland. A central motif of the novel is the conflict between the feminine and masculine principles at work in the universe.

With her emotional, poetic frame of mind, Mrs. Ramsay represents the female principle, while Mr. Ramsay, a self-centered philosopher, expresses the male principle in his rational point of view. Both are flawed by their limited perspectives. A painter and friend of the family, Lily Briscoe, is Woolf's vision of the androgynous artist who personifies the ideal blending of male and female qualities. Her successful completion of a painting that she has been working on since the beginning of the novel is symbolic of this unification. -- Merriam Webster Encyclopedia of Literature

My thoughts

This is my second adventure with Virginia Woolf. My first experience “Mrs. Dalloway” was quite difficult and I did not enjoy it.

I was determined to give “To the Lighthouse” a fair chance, so to prepare for reading this book I read the chapter about Virginia Woolf from the book Modernist Fiction by Randall Stevenson. This book was helpful and informative about Ms. Woolf’s distinctive style of writing, “ . . . in much of Woolf's work, subjective experience forms the whole substance of the novel, but interior monologue, rather than stream of consciousness, is the appropriate term for the style in Woolf's writing generally.” It was helpful for me to read this chapter to understand the way this book was written. To me she did not write a “story” as much as an exploration of thought through fictional characters.

I also studied from “spark notes” as I read. The chapter summaries and other notes helped me to figure out the sequence of events and the importance of those events to the characters. It was also helpful in keeping track of the characters as Ms. Woolf likes to fill her books with people. Interpretations of symbols and passages were also very helpful.

Even with all this help I still had a lot of trouble with this book. This style of writing makes me feel out of control and disconnected. I can’t overcome the urge to define the story and gather it in. That aside I did find myself enjoying portions of “To the Lighthouse”. I identified with the lead character Mrs. Ramsey on a personal level. We are of an age, she has eight children-I have five. I would get lost and confused and wonder what was going on—then Mrs. Ramsey would ground me helping me to locate myself in the sequence of events.

For me the big discovery about Virginia Woolf was finding that I could not expect a traditional story—but an exploration of thoughts stimulated by a series of events and biased by the author's personal experiences.

I found this excerpt in "To the Lighthouse" that describes how I feel about Ms. Woolf's writing style, "the words became symbols, wrote themselves all over the grey-green walls.  If only she could put them together, she felt, write them out in some sentence, then she would have got at the truth of things. (location 2490 e-book)

It has been interesting, but I still can’t say that I like reading Virginia Woolf.

Here is a sampling of Mrs. Ramsey's thoughts that I identified with:

[the children] came to her, naturally, since she was a woman, all day long with this and that; one wanting this, another that; the children were growing up; she often felt she was nothing but a sponge sopped full of human emotions.  (location 546 e-book)

[Mr. Ramsey] must be assured that he too lived in the heart of life; was needed; she assured him, beyond a shadow of a doubt, by her laugh, her poise, her competence that it was real.  (location 644 e-book)

Why, she asked, pressing her chin on James's head, should they grow up so fast?  (location 1005 e-book) 

A tenpenny tea set made Cam [daughter] happy for days.  She heard [the children] stamping and crowing on the floor above her head the moment they awoke.  They came bustling along the passage  Then the door sprang open and in they came, fresh as roses,   (location 1008 e-book)

I also experienced a bit of melancholy after reading this book.  My father passed away 5 years ago.  The grief was terrible to experience and I miss him a great deal.  I liked this poetic description of grief as it enters the hearts and lives of the Ramsey's.

a downpouring of immense darkness began.  Nothing, it seemed, could survive the flood, the profusion of darkness which, creeping in at keyholes and crevices, stole round window blinds, came into bedrooms, swallowed up here a jug and basin, there a bowl of red and yellow dahlias, there the sharp edges and firm bulk of a chest of drawers.  Not only was furniture confounded; there was scarcely anything left of body or mind by which one could say, "This is he" or "This is she."  (location 2158 e-book)

 After completing this book I felt that the first part of the book was actually a rememberance of one grand day in the lives of the Ramsey's when everybody was well and happy and their mother was the queen of their lives.  I gathered that from the moment that Ms. Woolf states that "Mrs. Ramsey turned upon the stairs and looked like the queen she was".   After Mrs. Ramsey dies the book takes on an air of grieving.  I love the descriptions of the house in its state of disrepair and emptiness--"It only wants human habitation".

What people had shed and left--a pair of shoes, a shooting cap, some faded skirts and coats in wardrobes--those alone kept the human shape and in the emptiness indicated how once they were filled and animated; how once hands were busy with hooks and buttons; how once the looking-glass had held a face; had held a world hollowed out in which a figure turned, a hand flashed, the door opened, in came children rushing and tumbling; and went out again. (location 2211 e-book) 

The place was gone to rack and ruin.  Only the Lighthouse beam entered the rooms for a moment, sent its sudden stare over bed and wall in the darkness of winter, looked [on] with equanimity. (location 2367 e-book)

Following the death of Mrs. Ramsey the story takes a break and picks up again 10 years later.  There is no center character at this point--just the rambling points of view from fellows affected by the life of Mrs. Ramsey, as if her going has left them in a state of confusion with no direction to their lives.

The threads of the story pick up with Mr. Ramsey, his son James and daughter Cam returning to the Island to take the trip out to see the lighthouse.  The now grown children have no idea why they must do this only that there father demands it.  Mr. Ramsey in my mind is determined to fulfill his wifes desire to take James to the lighthouse.  Lily Briscoe also returns to finish the painting she began of Mrs. Ramsey so many years ago. 

The final chapters of the story rotate between the happenings on the beach as Lily reflects on the life of Mrs. Ramsey, eventually recieves a vision of how the painting should look and finishes the work--and the events that take place in the boat as the family finally arrives at the Lighthouse.

from the boat:  "Well done!" [spoken by Mr. Ramsey] James had steered them like a born sailor.  There! Cam thought, addressing herself silently to James.  You've got it at last.  For she knew that  this was what James had been wanting, and she knew that now he had got it he was so pleased that he would not look at her or at his father or at anyone.  There he sat with his hand on the tiller sitting bolt upright, looking rather sulky and frowning slightly.  He was so pleased that he was not going to let anybody share a grain of his pleasure.  His father had praised him.  They must think that he was perfectly indifferent.  But you've got it now, Cam thought. (e-book location 3514)

Back on shore Lily has a feeling accompanied by a thought:  "He has landed," she said aloud.  "It is finished."

There it was--her picture.  Yes, with all its greens and blues, its lines runing up and across, its attempt at something.  It would be hung in the attics, she thought.  But what did that matter? she asked herself, . . . It was done; it was finished.  Yes, she thought, laying down her brush in extreme fatigue, I have had my vision.(e-book location 3561)

So the book ends with the characters feeling satisfied that they have given Mrs. Ramsey what she desired of them.

I read this book as part of the "woolf in winter" reading group
An online discussion will be held Friday January 29

this book is part of my e-library on my kindle

Book #4

Challenge 7: Break A Prejudice


We all have reading prejudices--authors, genres. or even publishers we don't like. For this challenge, think of a reading prejudice you have and then find a book that is an example of this type of book. Read the book and then write about the reading prejudice you had BEFORE you read the book and how reading the book either changed your prejudice or reinforced it.

excuse me for a few days while I am busy . . .

Wednesday Wanderings: Fire


The kids had a hankering for marshmallows roasted over a fire the other day--so despite temperatures hovering just above freezing they headed to the outskirts of town, gathered some wood and built a fire



notice the little one with her bare feet extended to the fire and her snowboots on the ground :)

pictures taken by my youngest daughter


here's another fire to remind us of another era



this fully functioning wood stove is located in the kitchen of the American West Heritage Center, the ladies were cooking dinner when I took this picture

I converted the color to sepia then using a paintbrush brought full color back to the fire.  Then I bled color through until just a hint of blue shows in the enamel cookware and the womans dress.  I finished up with lomoish effect and vignette to step it back in time.



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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Tuesday Tales: Winter Fog

clouds lie low on top
sinks so slow, fills the valley
skirting, swirling, shrouds


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Tuesday Teaser: To The Lighthouse


To The Lighthouse

by

Virginia Woolf






They [her children] came to her, naturally, since she was a woman, all day long with this and that; one wanting this, another that; the children were growing up; she often felt she was nothing but a sponge sopped full of human emotions.

location 546 on my kindle



Teaser Tuesday hosted by Miz B at Should be Reading




I am reading this book as part of the "Woolf in Winter" reading group. 
A discussion hosted by Emily will be held this Friday, January 29th.




Monday, January 25, 2010

Monday Missions: Instruction Manual


The Physical Examination
Instruction Manual prepared by the staff of Dr. Do Good

1. Come prepared to inform your physician intelligently of all symptoms and medical conditions you are concerned about.
2. Bring a complete list of all medications (including over the counter) with proper dosage and consumption instructions.
3. Prepare yourself physically: shower, shave, floss, etc.
4. Get a good night's rest before your examination.
5. Schedule the examination in the morning when you will be more relaxed.
6. Try not to worry—the doctor is only trying to help you.
7. Please—try not to worry.
8. OK—take an anxiety pill if you need to but inform doctor of all medications you have taken that morning.
9. Stay off salt for 3 to 4 days prior to your examination. This can have beneficial effects on your blood pressure.
10. No alcohol for 24 hours prior to the examination (as alcohol tends to elevate blood pressure for 12 to 24 hours).
11. Do not smoke within 30 minutes of your examination. Smoking tends to constrict artery walls and elevate your blood pressure.
11. No heavy meals and little or no caffeine on the morning of the exam.
12. If possible go fasting in case lab work is ordered at the examination.
13. Present your prepared list of symptoms and medications to the doctor because you can’t remember anything anyway.
14. Smile a lot, nod your head when you feel like the doctor wants you to agree.
15. Try not to die of embarrassment when the nurse hands you that horrid little gown.
16. Try to breathe calmly and normally when asked to.
17. Try not to register shock on your face at any moment during the exam
18. Do not sigh audibly with relief when the examination is over.
19. Hopefully the thought of yourself disheveled in a horrid little gown will not have shaken you and you will be able to talk to your doctor calmly and intelligently about any results from the examination.
20. Remember all directions and follow all instructions given to you by the doctor.

Good Luck!

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Painted Maypole is taking the month of February off--she's one busy Thespian Mommy.  I love these writing prompts, and I don't really know what else to post on Monday's so I googled "writing prompts".  I found a site called Imagination Prompt Generator--for the next four Monday's my mission will be to go to that prompt generator--hit the button and make a post from the prompt provided.  It should be fun.  Hopefully Maypole will be back by March.

Monday Movies: Chatter


hosted by Molly at the Bumbles

This week's movie topic is . . .  all about Chatter

Molly asks us to share the different ways I keep movie memories alive

Molly mentions things such as using IMDB and Netflix

I'd have to say my primary source for keeping movie memories alive is re-broadcasts on television.  Channels like TNT, TBS, Oxygen, CMT, AMC, and Hallmark are all great for airing movies over and over and over and over . . . .  I usually catch them on the weekends while I'm doing my laundry.

The second source would be movies I've purchased or that family has purchased.  We're pretty good to share our movies with each other.  I used to buy movies, but it takes up so much room to store that I quit. 

I never rent either. If my kids rent something they want me to see they'll bring it up before they take it back.


Sunday, January 24, 2010

Sunday Scripture: The Mountain of the Lord


And many people shall go and say, Come ye, and let us go up to the mountain of the Lord, to the house of the God of Jacob; and he will teach us of his ways, and we will walk in his paths: for out of Zion shall go forth the law, and the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.


Isaiah 2:3
Old Testament
KJV
LDS Web Edition


Yesterday Mr. J and I traveled over these mountains to worship in a Mormon Temple.  I believe the Temple is the house of the God of Jacob and while I worship there I am taught in his ways.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

There and Back Again: A Year's Pictorial Journey--Week 4

Sunday the day warmed up to about 40*F
It was delightful--we had a mini thaw


(January 17)

Since it was a holiday the girlies three (as I like to call my grandaughters) had a sleepover
They woke up to Snow



(January 18)

I'm going to cheat a little here--the next two pictures were taken on this day as well

For breakfast I served the girlies three their favorite breakfast food
Pancakes
and to keep it festive I served them on a snowman platter



(January 19)

OK there's something a little warped about that picture once I looked at it
--so here is another picture of that stack of pancakes




Is that better?

I took my mom to the doctor this week
she calls this her cadillac



(January 20)

With all the snow this week I had a new neighbor move in



(January 21)

I think she's available at least until the end of the month

The new snow gave everything a fresh fluff this week



(January 22)

It is the one thing I do love about winter--it's just so pretty

I haven't updated on the Bell's Palsy for awhile (9 1/2 wks). 
I think I actually felt the corner of my mouth move today,
maybe I imagined it . . .
. . . if it's permanent maybe I could take on a gig as an Elvis impersonator




(January 23)

What do you think?


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Friday, January 22, 2010

Photo Story Friday: The Things Kids Say


It's been snowing all week . . . I shot this picture of the house across the street a few minutes ago

So we're stuck inside pretty much.


Mr. J is remodeling the basement and right now the space is pretty much open.  The boys have their little tikes basketball hoop set up down there and this is where the kids have been getting some much needed physical exercise.  My Son dropped by for a visit the other day and Little Bear grabbed his hand and asked him if he wanted to play some basketball--so they played a game.  When the little one wore out the big one, the big one came upstairs to rest and visit with his mother.  All of a sudden we hear a screech coming from the basement.  We can both tell something bad has happened just from the sound of the screech.  Grandma doesn't move fast but my son was up and down the basement in a flash to see what was wrong with Little Bear.  When I got to the top of the stairs, Uncle had Little Bear gathered in his arms whispering soothing tones in his ear and heading into the bathroom.  Little Bear was shaking and choking out quiet little sobs.  I asked what the trouble was, apparently Little Bear was convinced that there was a man in the bathroom.  A pretty scary thought for a three year old playing a game of hoops in the basement by himself.  Uncle showed him the inside of the cupboards and the shower and reassured him that there was not a man in the bathroom.  He won't go downstairs now unless the light is on in the bathroom.

On a lighter note--I had all the kids here last night and my daughter Heidi was in the middle of a paper flower project that was spread all over the table.  The kids were screaming to eat so I dumped some Lloyd's pulled pork in a pan, hauled out the potato chips and promised them twinkies if they ate the whole sandwich.  Yummy the middle grandaughter said, "Grandma I hate sloppy joes, can you leave out the slop!".  A little laughter is a good stress reliever.



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